Pergilah sayang...so soon

Ya Allah...tempatkan kedua-dua insan ini disisiMu...Setiap titis airmata bukan kerana aku tidak redha ketentuanMu Ya Allah tapi aku tak sanggup menanggung rindu. Rindu gelak tawanya, kenakalannya, kemarahannya.
Sebelum kemo Doktor ada tanya, badan kussssemangat, pantas abang jawab"mama masak sedap"...tapi semua tu berakhir bila abang mula kemo. Apa yang mama masak menjadi hanyir, loya pada abang. Mama tak pernah rasa kecil hati sbb mama tau kemo yang menyebabkan semua itu.
Kelmarin, mama lalu dekat depan kolej tempat abang belajar...Mama terbayang wajah abang, susuk badan abang melambaikan tangan tatkala mama meninggalkan perkarangan kolej....Abang!!!mama rindu, rindu yang teramat sangat...
Mama tau dan mama redha sesungguhnya diSana adalah tempat yang terbaik untuk abang. Abang tak merasa sakit lagikan?. Abang juga tak malu pada wajah abang yang berubah2. Abang tak perlu memikirkan itu ini yang memeningkan kepala kat dunia. Mama tau abang dah cukup bahagia diSana....
Mama pernah cakap dengan abang,"Doa mama, biarlah abang pergi dulu, sbb sekira mama pergi dulu, siapa nak jaga abang, siapa nak melayan karenah abang". Walau pun pada mulanya abang terkejut tapi abang menganguk tanda faham....masih terasa jari-jari halus abang menyentuh pipi mama.
Datanglah sayang, datanglah selalu dalam mimpi mama, agar dapat mama memeluk dan menciummu sayang....
Ya Allah...bantu aku Ya Allah....aku benar2 rasa kehilangan...






So Soon Maher Zain
Every time I close my eyes I see you in front of me
I still can hear your voice calling out my name
And I remember all the stories you told me
I miss the time you were around
But I'm so grateful for every moment I spent with you
'Cause I know life won't last forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on 'cause I know it's been too long
I've got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I'll try to take it all, even though it's so hard

I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon

Night and day, I still feel you are close to me
And I remember you in every prayer that I make
Every single day may you be shaded by His mercy
But life is not the same, and it will never be the same
But I'm so thankful for every memory I shared with you
'Cause I know this life is not forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on 'cause I know it's been too long
I've got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I'll try to take it all, even though it's so hard

I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Oh, there were days when I had no strength to go on
I felt so weak and I just couldn't help asking: "Why?"
Oh, but I got through all the pain when I truly accepted
That to God we all belong, and to Him we'll return, oh

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on 'cause I know it's been too long
I've got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I'll try to take it all, even though it's so hard

I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone 
Gone so soon
So soon